David is thinking about the meat faerie (zoomardav) wrote,
David is thinking about the meat faerie
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The Elephant in the Room

The personal part of my journal has dried up a bit, which disappoints me. The truth is that Nancy has been traveling a lot for her new job and I miss her. I wrote about it at first, but now I feel like if I mentioned it every time she left and I was missing her, I could just cut and paste the same entry every day.

One thing that's hard is that I lose some of my perspective when she's not here. I depend on her to bounce things off of and I value her opinion. Rosoce, my pug, is a great listener, but he doesn't have much of value to say. I talk to him a lot.

I know it's corny, but I really feel like Nancy and I are a team. We make one another better. When she isn't around, I am a bit handicapped.

There are good things. I have more time to write and read, which has paid off for me. I've been completing projects and getting around to books I've had for years.

Still, I have stories to tell, but I feel like my audience is gone. I should write them down anyway, I know she can read them when she gets back, but its just not the same.

I love her very much and she's not here with me and it's a dull ache in my chest, what else is there to say?
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